peeks into my life dealing with everyday life and obstacles as well as obstacles of dealing with disabilities and accessibility obstacles, Chronic Pain due to broken spinal rods, living on pain medications, dealing with anxiety/depression, experiencing the newness of love, and fighting for my right to live and love my life in an ableist society.
Back in Sept or October, I accidently dropped my laptop and since then it has been on the fritz not turning on unless plugged into a TV screen via HDMI cable (until recently when that even stopped working) and I am currently using Ipad tablet, mobile phone, and mom’s laptop to take care of things I need to do online; However, I like to blog and do Youtube. I cannot do these things without proper equipment. I have a tripod, I have a 10 year old camcorder (Toshiba HD camio I think—could use a newer more updated one), a 4 year old digital camera that has video capabilities (Olympus TG-4); I also have several different web-cams.
In addition to equipment, I also need money to implement some of my content ideas: Shopping hauls, bark box for Beignet, Pet store trips with Beignet and buying whatever she “touches,” As Seen On tv product testings, doing stuff with my fiance’ niece, Serenity, in addition to other things that would be fun content. however, it all requires money and due to having been in a $700 apartment+ $222.00 in internet/cable at Cox+ $20.00 water bill+$60-$100 (varies) Electricity bill and only receiving $783.00 in SSI a month and my fiance’ currently out of work and despite putting in multiple applications and resumes in various places, he is having a hard time finding a job. Thankfully Feb. is our last month of rent, we don’t have any internet/cable with cox this month, we do have the water and electricity that equals about $50.00-ish, but then we also have a few bills here at my parents house- they let us move in while they truck drive: No rent, we handle: cat food, water bill, internet, and electricity- but for this month we just have the water bill for mom’s house and thats about $30.00 ish.
I know after this month, things won’t be as stressful money wise. so even if its just a few dollars, it will greatly be appreciated and with your help, you can help build a better channel/blog with better content from me! So thank you in advance!
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I did a Facebook live at 4 this morning, having not had much sleep due to massive pain and spasms from the cold, wet weather here in Louisiana.
It is very random and silly, I was sleep-deprived (I did have a few hours, not many), on pain meds and melatonin that had the opposite result of what they normally do- normally knock me on my ass and make me sleep but no luck this time.
It is rather hard to sleep through what feels like every muscle in your back/spine tightening, twisting, pinching, jumping, and twitching. It feels very weird and can also make the nerves in your insides itch a lot!